This is me.

boharawadi ki khidki se…contd.

irfanalien — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 07:00:58 +0000

Sitting and watching things from here and wondering

if the dogs of boharawadi be thinking of the dogs on Marine Drive??

do they need to think what they want to wear today evening for the “savejan Khana”?

do it really matter to them who is going for a tour to where ?

do they really want to know whats going on in the next door?

We, being the supreme in all living being are the ones with the most pain and misery and lust and greed and above all “burden of being genius”.

we are not informed about anything or rather we don’t want to know and still we think we are not growing, how can we grow when we don’t want to change and why we don’t understand that change is the only constant thing.

Growth causes change. And growth is painful, right from your first set of teeth to the recent promotion in your professional or personal life. There is a native memory of that pain, and we often avoid change in anticipation of the growth pains. Not everybody resists change. Many do, however. And they grow too. Those that display the graph of their fine evolution of growth, are the ones who are the most likely culprits of this resistance. They hoard the incremental changes that they never effected; invited. They are also the most likely to complain of a wickedness in the world or in the changing behaviour of others or be so comfortable that they are oblivious to earthquakes even.

Then there those that effect change. And there is only one way, I believe, that they make the change happen. They embrace it with complete and utterly blind trust. Not in the result of what that change may bring, but in the change itself. The complete surrender. Because, there is no such thing as a better tomorrow. Either there is a tomorrow or there isn’t. Your notion of a better tomorrow is your today being recycled and realigned to make you believe that your today is better than yesterday. Take the last thirty days and run through them you will know what I mean.

Tomorrow can either be impregnated with the sameness of all your suspicions, cynicism and scepticism, or it can be the tomorrow that rids you of that sameness that you so despise, yet safeguard as a survival tool.

what I feel sitting here at my Khidki of Boharawadi is :-

People don’t understand.

People refuse to understand.

People don’t care to understand.

Either ways, you end up banging your head on a dispassionate wall.

To be contd….

Boharawadi Ki Khidki Se (Dawoodi Bohra Youth)

irfanalien — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 06:15:40 +0000

I am living as a part of a society with the worldwide population of 5000-7000.
hence there is a problem that they face, everybody lives in groups as all other societies do but they will never ever prefer to be with anybody from other community or of other religion.
They are all dominated by a few who knows nothing but holds money power and are exploiting others and still praised like gode , fuckin DEMI GODS.
I suffer from burden of being jiniyes, genious, genius, or whatever…
I can see the reality between everything as i believe that nothing happens because it has to happen, everything has some reason and logic behind and with time these DEMI GODS have changed it according to their benifits and as per their convenience and have forced the poor followers to abide with them.
Since we, don’t want to know the reality or since we are so busy without work, or since we don’t want to see the reality, or since we are so influenced by these DEMIGODS or so fuckingly obliged in some or other ways.
Lets take an example of “Sawejan Khana” (Community Meal) where everybody is invited and they come with time and leaving all other work and gather for food which they are capable of having at their respective time and place with full luxury. But they gather , taking pain and affecting lot other by the means of gossip session which they are great at wherein they will criticize none other than their close relatives and will feel proud doing so.
I am saying this because since my childhood i have seem these things happening around me as i live in the center of BOHARAWADI and I’ve been always said to be a spoil brat, I know why because I always use to question them why they want me to follow something which i don’t know why i have to follow.
You tell me if you are asked to do something and if you ask why you are getting forced to do it, is it wrong? or dose that means you are a bad guy???
we are getting away from the khana.. the reason behind the khana is not the GOSSIP or PAIN or FOOD or anything. The logic behind the same is that we follow ISLAM, and there Charity to the needy is must, now in our community in todays scene who is needy? who will say I am needy? whereas everybody is indebted till their neck for some or the other…so sawejan Khana for all but when I said and told them the reason they laughed at me and once again SPOIL BRAT.
I have seen a lot happening from The BOHARAWADI KI KHIDKI about my community BOHRA “DAWOODI BOHRA YOUTH.”
Will continue…

Cheers!!!!

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